And YES!!! I can do it

 YES i can do it!

I think i can do it!

BUT

I need someone 

to help me to do this

or at least to be a reminder

so that i will always

be strong,

STRONG enough to face this,

STRONG enough to bear with this,

and STRONG enough 

to be consistent with this,

InsyaAllah.

it's MUJAHADAH...

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